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Thursday, November 03, 2005

i miss my papa lots lots!!!

joanna miss meibao!!!

yew yew yew...everydae ive been missin yew..hmmm wad am i gonna do?how can i forget every special memories of you?hmmm its tough.reali reali tough.

i got to go work soon!!i wan buy her trhe jay chou cd lors..hmmm even if i were to work till my hand turn rotten i will still work lo..hais..promisee are not meant to be broken.but sumtimes i still break it..hais..

im onli left with 57daes.what am i supposed to do leh?hais...felt lyk cryin...how how how!!!

anywae,hows life for me?haiss..i guess im gonna break down soon..hais but im swear to kip it all to myself.nvr wanna let anyone noe how have i been feelin.im gonna keep all my problems to myself.haiss..reali feelin kinda lonely nowadaes..has been lockin myself in the room n wonderin lots of things.what happen to me again?haiss..i appear happi to others but deep down im not.not even my best fren(use to be)germ,sarah or even yinjie noe..haiss...seldom contact dem le haiss...den my another half leh?haiss..i dunno...she's been busy nowadays.hmmm ive decided tt i am reali gonna keep everything to myself.

the whole world seems to be against me rite now.im cinfused,down,depressed.i guess soon i am gonna break down.but hu noes how im feelin?cuz no one cares.im just a borin person.my life's borin ='[..haiss... i noe tt i have to stand strong in life n to go on.but it seems so tough.haiss what shld i do ?=[ im reali feelin pain in me.i have been stopin myself from keepin in contacts with my frens.whad happen to me?im such a let down.

my life is in a big mess rite now?haiss...i gotta find myself back but how?haiss...every where i go nowadays,im goin alone.whatever i do,im doin it alone..whatever sadness i have,im keepin it to myself,im sharin my burdens with no one.haiss...im so tired of life suddenly.hais what shld i do.?

dun blame me for whtat i've done.its yew hu causes it-my fren.haiss...anywae,ppl,dun worri for me.im ok.haiss... i hate myself n esp my life. ='[

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nvr trust this

lurve
empty promisers
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gettin hurt by yew*
eva to fall in lurve
family members
nt to cry anymore for yew*
i stop myself for lurvin yew*
i cant pull thru this hardship
i dun need love anymore=[
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cumin into tis wurl with imperfection+
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